If you don't read this entry, you really wouldn't have missed anything.

August 26, 2005

So tonight is the start of high school football season and I know that Matt One is just about the happiest person alive right now. For some reason, that made me feel that I needed to send him an IM that just said I hope he has a good time tonight. For the first time in 3 months. He's not online right now and I don't know if he'd respond even if he was, but for some reason, I just felt compelled to do that. I hope his girlfriend doesn't hunt me down and stick toothpicks in my eyeballs.

I feel dirty for doing that, and I will probably have to take a shower now.

For some reason, it seems that whenever someone visits this page, they are directed to this wonder of lasvegasliz that you see before you. So when I'm checking my stats, I always see that fucking link, but he doesn't have me linked on that page! Can someone PLEASE explain that bullshit to me? It's been happening for months now and my mind boggles. Thank you.

In other news, Matt Two...I just do not know. I thought I knew, and then I thought I had no idea, and then I thought I knew again, and now I'm totally back to knowing nothing. All I know is that I enjoy talking to him, I enjoy hanging out with him, I enjoy holding his hand and feeling his arm around me and making out for hours with him and the intensity of the other stuff and yeah...but I don't know if that's enough. We'll see.

Also, it's important to note that my bite from Cujo is okay. I don't have rabies or anything else related to stupid dumb shit terriers. I went to the doctor and he looked at it and said it was healing nicely, but just to be safe, I should probably get a tetanus shot. Mmm, fun. Plus, my dad got a week free of Doggy Day Care, so at least Alf got something good out of it.

I feel that it is important to note that we've reached the point in Texas where it's just Hot. All the time. You can't escape it so don't even try. You can turn the air conditioner on but it's still going to be hot. It's been above 100 degrees for about a week now! Blah blah blah, complain complain, but damn! It's hot.

Other things I learned this week:
- Navajo Indians apparently hate wearing clothes.
- Being depressed should make me want to go to the gym, not sit around and order pizza.
- When I'm not writing emails and actually concentrating on work stuff, I'm actually really productive and get a lot done.
- Dallas is one awesome TV show.
- I learned more about Indians from the 70's than anyone should ever have to know.
- I miss Matt.

That is all.

The "You have no idea what's about to happen to you" award for past entries goes to my entry from 3 years ago.
"Since I have a class on Friday, I only get to see him Friday Afternoon- Saturday night, because he has his fantasy football thing on Sunday's and that's all he cares about. I might as well say "bye bye!" during football season, but that's okay. I love October - December and I will especially love it this year for obvious reasons."

Oh, poor 23 year old me.

*****

1
"Like, the vibes that exist between you and the person you love, the language you speak that nobody else understands but that person, the comfort that wraps you like a blanket and so you almost don't even have to talk at all sometimes."

2
"But I'm in a good mood. I have a couple of months to really go at it, get my balls out there, do some good stuff. True, I've had about 8 months to do that, but it's a slow process with me, really."

4
"I saw a plaid car today. I shit you not. It was a green and blue plaid Grand Am."